by Jasper

Artwork Description

Peace, Love, And Harmony.

70.0 x 100.0 cm

Since childhood, there has been no peace, love, and harmony. My father treated me harshly. No matter what I did or said, I was never considered exceptional enough. No one intervened and provided support. I was alone. He violently grasped me, threatened me, humiliated me, and scolded me in front of others. He instilled in me the belief that I must be careful in my actions and words; otherwise, something terrible would happen. I got social anxiety. I didn't understand it. My life became challenging, frustrated, and confused. They ridiculed me for my fear and silence, demonstrating their selfishness and cruelty. I was unaware. No one taught me life lessons, even when I was a sweetheart. Instead, to survive, I transformed into a living mask, attempting to appear social and humorous. It was hard to deal with social anxiety, and after many years, I developed severe depression. Later, someone finally told me the truth. They are not loving; they didn't want me to love and pleasure women.

Artwork Details

Medium: Painting Acrylic

Genre: Expressionism