by Ian Alexander

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lonely soul on a bed of regret being devoured

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Its a depiction of my struggle with lust and loneliness while I was away from God. It nearly ruined my life and I need to say that meaningful relationships are more important than sex because the lust of the flesh is detrimental to your spiritual and social maturity. I never had a relationship with a woman but when I sought one out it was for selfish reasons. I spent alot of time alone and disregarded the love my family had for me so much that I lived in a delusional reality given by God for the last 7 years. I had no idea it was a delusion because I was diagnosed with schizo effective disorder and I believed that I was mentally ill. I succumbed to the illness several times and even tried to make it believable to myself but this year God told me it was from him for my benefit and to restore my faith. He spoke to me in my house and I felt his presence and I could not deny his existence anymore. I had stopped believing in God when I was 17 and 10 years later I believe in God again after what seemed like a never ending nightmare. I'm still struggling but God has promised to release me from it when the time comes and I need to let as many people know that God loves them regardless and He is real.

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