Sobre el Artista

One thing is for certain, I wouldn’t be where I am today if not for art. As a child who was constantly physically abused and ridiculed, I felt worthless. Thoughts of suicide ran through my head on a regular basis. Despite having those thoughts of self-worthlessness, I still felt like I had something positive to contribute, even as a child. What could I contribute? I wasn’t certain and even if I was, it would be hard to tell my father while he was pounding me. My father had a propensity for violence and abuse; he grew up that way, so I suppose that's all he knew. I’m not excusing him, but rather acknowledging that abuse is taught --- not something you pick up as a hobby. I had to teach myself to be different, to challenge myself, while finding my passion to create. I turned to grafitti. I made huge murals for the Board of Eduction JHS125 in the late 90's in Queens New York. I visited The Guggenheim museum regularly for inspiration, and learned from those who struggled as artists and overcame their obstacles. And so, here I am today. I might not be the best role model because of my upbringing, but I'm here alive and creating. In my book, that makes me a winner, for not quitting, being different and continuing my passion. Just a glimpse of my past, I'm still working on my book.