by Jasper

Artwork Description

Beautiful outside, but inside is not so beautiful

65.0 x 88.0 cm

The story of the painting: My frustration at a lack of love in my life occurs in the artwork; as a child, I suffered with social anxiety over my father's harsh behavior. He's against me loving and enjoying women. I had no clue about this. Life has been tricky, annoying, and confusing. At 33, I was depressed to levels of seriousness in an effort to fit in and be accepted. At 45 years old, I learned what it was truly about—they weren't loving. You can catch a peek of a stunning bikini-wearing lady smoking a cigarette without drawing attention to herself. She is hard to seduce and satisfy. They are their main source of thought and desire for men. Men don't pique her curiosity. She is very hot and desirable. To be with ladies in an evil and chaotic world, I type frustration-driven keywords in a black font and with blue Japanese characters. Japan appears serene, even though I amn't sure what I see. The heart of love is important to my freedom, happiness, and relationships with attractive women.

Artwork Details

Medium: Mixed Media

Genre: Expressionism